
Marzena talks candidly about her placement in CAMHS, how vital this under-funded service became during lockdown and how her experience compelled her to take on a role as a CAMHS Practitioner
Why I Chose CAMHS?
These are my reflections after a couple of months working in CAMHS community as a newly qualified Nurse.
I was always told that newly qualified Nurses should work in the general ward for at least 2 years post-qualified.
However, since I started my training I always had in my mind that I would like to work with children and adolescents one day.
I knew that there are not many jobs available as a CAMHS practitioner as I did some research.
Moreover, I was informed that CAMHS is more like ‘a specialty’, therefore, again, experience in the general psychiatric ward is necessary.
I was offered a management placement in CAMHS community.
I felt very lucky because not many students get placement with this service - it was even harder during lockdown as many services reduced their ability to accept students.
Moreover, I was not convinced that management placement in the community would be the most beneficial choice for my development as a future Nurse.
At first, I found it difficult that I had to organise my day in practice - book appointments with patients; deal with stressed parents who did not have any face-to-face time with practitioners for a long time, and exhausted young people who were trying to talk to anyone and get help as soon as possible.
The Importance Of Self-Belief
One of the most challenging parts of this job was dealing with my confidence and self-esteem - I could see that not believing in myself affected my patients and their ability to trust me as a clinician.
I noticed that admitting in front of patients that we do not know something does not make us foolish, but brave and many appreciate our transparency.
Despite my knowledge and experience, I struggled to believe that I am good enough to work with children, young people, and their families.
I had ongoing fear that I am going to hurt someone - at the moment I believe that I would like to be present for children to support them with their difficulties and carefully assess their risk.
About this contributor
Mental Health Nurse
I am a registered mental health nurse and a happy mum of two little girls. I'm currently working as a CAMHS practitioner. Nursing gives me plenty of enjoyment and I love the idea of learning something new every day. In my practice I try to focus on a holistic approach to wellbeing while highlighting the importance of connection between mental and physical health.
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